I dreamt that I was living in the middle of a war zone, or under mob rule. I was on the bus with my friend and a boy I think is hot. The boy told me he liked me. When I went away, then came back, he was sitting with my friend and said he dumbed me for her b/c she is more fun. I said I could change, but he wouldn't listen. Everyone I know laughed at me. It changes to me flirting with an unknown guy who I really like. I take him back to my place to make out, but don't b/c I somehow discover he is a player/cheat. Later, I am in the mob boss's office when he hooks me up with his son (who looks like Beckham, but has the persona of my crush). We fall for each other and have fun. He is caring, holds and protects me. I am about to tell him how much I love him and want him to be with me, when he tells me about his wife that died. He cries unconsolably, and I realize he could never love me as much. Then I wake up. Your thoughts?
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