im hardly allowed to do anything other kids my age are allowed to do, (i dont mean just hanging out i mean EVERYTHING....like even traveling alone and a lot of teenagers have done that...or even taking a walk alone in the daytime in my SAFE neighborhood, my dad will even freak out if i step out of the house for 2 seconds)
if i am allowed to hang out w/o there being a big deal i can only hang out w/ the other indian kids in the community & we're not even that good friends!......my family doesnt understand the concept of an american social life
the onle thing i am allowed and HAVE to do is go to my grandma's house everyday for dinner....u know the whole joint family thing where you have to hang out w/ family, family and only family!
i hate arranged marriages and ill regret it if i never get to be independent in my life BUT im seriously considering it now...and asap like @ 20 (cant go to a university not doing good enough...tried tho so dont say tht)
but still im ****** depspe
40 minutes ago - 1 week left to answer.
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rate? i know i cant ever move out on my own not only am i not allowed to but my bastarddad is a psyco! he controlled my mom even after they serpearetd (shes bak) and when he cant control some1 he gets mad!.......and i mean scary as **** mad (bad childhood 4 me)
so yea shud i just get an arranged marriage & live w/ it? thnx 4 every1 who listened
16 hours ago - 1 week left to answer.
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wth do i do?? i relly want to b 'free' but not married??
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& it was worse 2day cuz im visitin d.c. and i went to george town and saw a bunch of college students dressed like they were goin to a club and screaming out a limo and partying on boats.....& i thot tht is NEVER going to b me...& 4get college i screwed myself over in hs & now im gonna hav to go to comm college
& the sad thing is if i do get an arranged marriage my condition is no kids...i dont wanna have kids or s*x w/ sum1 who im not comfortable w/ so tht mite make an arranged marriage impossible to an indian muslim man.....wut do i do?
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