So, for the past 5 years I have been suffering from bipolar disorder. I know what the disorder is, but it never crossed my mind as me having it. Sorta of like in denial that im not bipolar.
So the doctor gives me a bunch of medicine and i get slightly stable now.
Basically i first went to this doctor 5 months ago. There he talked to me and decided to put me on pills to help me concentrate and slow down my fast thinking. So I told him I might have ADHD, and he agreed.
THIS WHOLE TIME, i thought i have been taking meds for ADHD(im sorry im an idiot).
NOPE, its for bipolar, because i went to the doc yesterday curious to know what the h**l it is, and he says that i am bipolar type 1.
Why couldn't he have told me? I seriously thought i have been taking meds for adhd, but its lamictal and zoloft, which i just realized is for bipolar patients. I remember i asked him what the diagnosis was, and he said "we should know in 3 weeks", and that was 5 months ago.
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