Why do I feel life is over when in past I could do anything from working a job to creative to new a new guy?

Question

There was a time I could do just about anything for me and my life style! I got married about 5 years ago and my husband is short, fat bald and I don't see him most of the day and evenings which I thought would be a dream in heaven. I find myself thinking my life is sooooo over because I have not been able to secure a job, feel creative and I wake up every morning crying over how crapping my life has become even if I did marry and settle, and now my life has calmed enough for me to get a good job, be creative, and not running from the police or my old boyfriend I was running around on with a doctor's son. I always worked and if I did get down on life, I always bounced back, and now I feel almost suicidal like my life is just DONE... ANYONE can give me good advice. If you want to say negative DON'T BOTHER, 'cause I cannot take much more negatives. Also I notice guys coming up to me and wanting to take me to bed, and they know very well I am married, and that depresses me, also other things happen negative where they never did before!

Answer 1

ok, I think that u are just so caught up with stulf. An u just need to relaxes an take it ease. An u just are depressed because u just hold it in an just try to let the passed go.  An see what is up a head in your life. An dont let the negtive hit you in the face. Be cuse if u let it in it will just make it worse. An try to be positive in a way, so they arnt many negitive ways.

So my point is think positive ways.