Before when I felt like I was about to get a little teary eyed I could just tell myself to be a man and get over it..and it worked. Now it doesn't really work as much.
And usually when I get teary eyed, I just don't care about anything and feel like "ending" it all. But when i'm not like that or in that weird phase you'd never imagine i'd ever get that way. I'm happy as h**l.
It's scary. Like when I feel all down and teary eyed, I put everything aside..and just feel like laying down and doing nothing for ever.
It can't be depression because I have nothing to be sad about. Unless stress can lead to depression over time. Oh, I have an extremely high chance of having Anemia aswell..and i've been a little annoyed and on edge about my health.
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