Right this minute I feel like calling it quits. The problem is, I don't have the courage to do it because he's not abusive,physically or emotionally. I've been married for 8 years, but I feel like I just want to be left alone (sometimes). One of the main problems is that he's very boring. I know this a totally ridiculous mild situation of ours, but nothing has changed these years! I am always the one to initiate things to do or where to go. He's not at all romantic. Of the 8yrs we've been married he's never once washed the dishes ( I understand, it's not his obligation to wash the dishes because I am after all a homemaker). Actually I shouldn't be complaining about the dishes because he does help around the house once in a while. What I am trying to say is maybe I am perhaps falling out of love. It sucks I know. I don't know what my problem is. I know I can be such a selfish bi** sometimes. And that's how I feel right now. I am so confused.
I'll suggest we go to a movie, well it ain't gonna happen because he doesn't understand english. We both speak spanish though. I am never in the mood to have s*x ( with him). And what is so Ironic about this is that I was a virgin before we got married. There is so much more I want to write but I am sure I will bore you guys with my drama IF I haven't already done so. I am pretty much in this marriage for the sake of my kids.
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