Since 2005 I have had this weird thing going on in my mind. I used to love writing, I could write for hours be it an essay or a story it didn't matter I had so many ideas and could just write and write. I also loved listening to music and watching movies. I loved walking, I would go out after work everyday and spend at least 90mins walking around where I live or driving to the big parks near me and walking around and may be even sketching/painting the scenery on some days.
But I have no interest in any of it anymore. I can't think when I try and write, it's like my brain has stopped working. I just go to work, come home eat and go to bed everyday. If I put on music/films it just annoys me and I have to turn it off, I get bored if I try going on my walks even if I try new places and end up getting annoyed with myself and coming home. I have been like this for 3 yrs and I don't know why. I just have no interest in anything anymore. What's wrong with me? I want to be my old self but it's like my mind won't let me.
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