Why do I keep having these dreams of my mother molesting me?

Question

I keep having these dreams that I am a child and my mother is molesting me and even though I know it's wrong, I still let her. I'm a mother of 2 now and have thought very different towards my mother after I had kids. My sisters and cousins (boys) were all molested from my mothers brother. Our parents knew it. My mother told me that I did not tell her at the time so she cannot do anything about it. She left me alone with him. My sisters think she made us as offerings to him. My cousins (men now)are so screwed up from this. They taught us to forgive and forget it, so we all did. I would never do this to my kids. So why do I have these dreams. I wake up feeling so sick to my stomach. Am I reliving the past i don't remember or, something sicker. Maybe if I talk about it, these dreams will stop. How can I make them stop?

Answer 1

You are having subconscious battles.  You feel as if your mother basically molested you herself, which she basically did do by letting you get molested.  She has failed as a mother. You should forgive, but not for her for you.  Holding onto resentment will only lead to more bad dreams.  However, I would not let her see your children alone, or watch them.  She has proven that she is a terrible mother and doesn't care about the welfare of others.  I hope she gets her punishment or bad karma in the future.  Anyway, maybe you should talk to her about what happened and try to resolve it.  Forgetting it won't make it fade away.  

Answer 2

Its obvious your past is haunting you. Have you thought of seeing a councillor im sure it would help. please go.