So me and this girl have been going out for about 4 months now. And recently we have been experimenting with our 'sexual' side. Don't worry, no s*x... but its littler things like touching her in... places.
Well, everytime im around her, that seems to be all i want to do, to be kissing, touching, or whatever.
So recently i have put myself to a test. I told myself that i would not do anything more than kiss her. Which i succeeded at. I suppose i can control myself, but i want it to be easier than what it is now.
Im tired of always feeling bad after we see each other because on my part it seems like all i want to do is be doing something along those lines. I have even told her that sometimes i feel bad afterwards, she just says 'its ok, you did nothing wrong', but i still, atleast in my mind, feel that i did do something wrong.
I would like to believe that she understands me, she has even said that... so idk plz if you have any advice, it would be nice... although i still just think that im overthinking everything... i mean, if she didn't want me to do something, she would tell me... i know she would.
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