i have 2 examples the second one is more recent and important.
ex.1 - i was allways very well liked in high school people thought i was really funny and stuff but there was this older guy who wasent funny at all but everyone just thought was so cool even though he might of been a little slow, for a couple years in certain situations id try to be like this guy for no apearent reason.
ex.2 this has been happening aloit lately but my dad has lived a h**l of a life from bad too good, poor to rich and hes built alot of qualities and characteristics id love to have, i really try not to copy him but sometimews i still end up doing it for the proper things like being really polite or something. but lately and i really dont like this, if im qwuestioning doing something ill ask myself if he would do it but hes 51 now and can do whatever the **** he likes while im 20 and by the way hes no saint so most of the time if i say he would do it i probably shouldent. sometimes i treat my girlfriend like he treats my mom and i just feel un original and i know i have more potential then this but im stuck in this stupid habit of trying to be like him. any thery's or suggestions? thank you
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