Why do i get like this every time i play basketball on a a real team ?

Question

Like when i play outside with my friends im average. Basketball really isnt my cup of tea but i play it every now and then. My brother is like some type of basketball power house and is always like the all star of the team i had never played with the people during my school my they assumed since my brother was good i must be good but that wasent the case. I tried out barley made the team and was put on the reserve list . The coach only put me in in the fourth quater with a few seconds on the clock. (this is all on tape )The first time i go in the guy imbounded me the ball i just drove all the way to the goal and made a layup. Then thier team had the ball they point guard dribbiled down court and made a pass to the center intercepted it and shot another layup. Long story short when i play basketball for real im not energized i block peoples shots that i never thought i could. ANd im constatly moving to get open when the ball is on the floor im the first one to scarmble to go get it. So after i played reserve that one game he moved me all the way to starting which i didnt want to . I ended up doing better then my brother . I bmean he is good but i just dont see him play with any tansity and really good urge to win. I mean everyone i play says i play likes my life depended on it . If i miss a shot its just that i get so embarresed i try to recover the ball and if i dont i make up for it on defense . For intsance one time this 6'4 center blocked my brothers shot my brother is 6'2. I was so humilated considering that is my brother who got his shot blocked when the center gott the ball i stoled it from him 4 times and the five time he got the ball he tried to dunk on me i blocked it it went flying all the way on the other side of the court. Most people would let it go out of bounds not me i ran after it ended up going out of bounds but i ran after it anyways . Just every time i play my skill level may be at 5 but my hustle level is over the charts.

Answer 1

no offense the two shots you made were layups i hope you could make those second it's the basket not the goal third what's the question but anyway keep hustling the coach will notice and just practice in your driveway to get that skill rating of a 5 to a 10

Answer 2

u got skills dog,use them

Answer 3

It is like, when I rehearse in acting, I keep making mistakes no matter what I do but when the "real" time arrives, it is like I can't make mistakes. I think it's because of "character mold disposition."  

Answer 4

i know how u feel i was like that 2 ten i kept practicing and my coach startedd playing me more i was good at first but needed defense, so ill say u can do it