everyone on both sides of my families have/had problems with alcohol.
i feel crappy if i don't drink at night, not too crappy, i just feel like i'm missing something. And whenever I'm drunk, I just feel good, better.
I CAN live without it, i just always want to drink. And whenever I drink, I don't stop until I'm DRUNK, like, however much I can drink, I do. And I drink fast. Every time.
I'm 17 by the way. Am I about to be an alcoholic or something?
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