Right now am only 21 years old.
But once I turn 30 years old, I would have my college degree by then, my own home and vacation home, nice cars, and have enough saved up for retirement...yes really. And because I know for a fact I will still be a virgin C-section is for me lol.
Gender wouldn't matter, and we would travel the world together, and I want four....I know but I think knowing deep down my genetics are a part of them...its pretty exciting.
My reason for this is because ....well men are failures to me, my own father saw me twice in my life and the first time he said oh your a girl, and the second time told my mom in front of me saying I don't look related because of my skin tone and he is darker and somehow a white guy is my father, then he changed his phone numbers ect. ...yes moved so I can never do a month long search for me...yea that hurt badly. But if I have a child and me nor the child knows the father there will be no heart break when divorce happens, or he does something stupid like cheating ect. I seen too many females cry over guys to be like them and am 21 and still wish I had a father.
But I feel I will do a greater job then having a guy who is likely won't be around anyway. Plus I just like the idea of me and them.
I never told family this and its not up to them in the future.
I told a friend all this and he couldn't believe it and said am making a huge mistake...how?
I had this idea since I was 14 years old.
Also I have read on women doing this.
But in general why do some judge me based on this? Moral wise its not bad either.
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