Why does every little bit of happiness eventually fade away?

Question

I mean, fine, I understand that one can't always be happy, but for most people, they just have their rough moments once in a while, but most of the time they're at least content. With me, I get completely and utterly depressed, and then eventually something happens again that makes me feel as though I have a purpose. This usually lasts for a short amount of time, and then it gets taken away from me. Every single f***ing time. I can't take it anymore. I'd rather just never be happy than get it taken away. That, or ceasing to exist, would work.

Answer 1

That same thing happened to me. you just got to find what makes you happy, if thing make you that depressed then you used to be happy, find what your missing in your life.

Answer 2

sadly, what your feelings pretty common. have you thought about seeing a psychologist? suposedly they help. or you could get anti ds which could help as well. i wish you well. and one day, hopefully it will last

Answer 3

yeah personally, i know how u feel. i have been suppressing things i need to say to someone for about 2 months and its driving me crazy, but no matter how hard i try i cant talk to that person, maybe if u find out whats wrong with u u can fix it.

Answer 4

True happiness comes from finding what your particular gifting is, and pursuing that gifting for the benefit of mankind, and, if you believe in Him, for the glory of God.  Spend some time meditating on what your talents, strengths and abilities are, and apply them to making the best contribution to mankind that you can.  No one can be perfectly content and happy at all times, but I think what I have advised will help you move in the right direction.

Answer 5

You have a chemical inbalance in your brain which is making you constantly depressed.  You feel happy when you make a little "happy" chemicals.  Those chemicals fade and you go back to being inbalanced.

Think about it, your entire state of mind is arbitrarily based off of chemicals which you can control to a certain extent and medicine can control to a certain extent.

Or you can just kill yourself and not have to "feel" anything anymore.  Suicide is painless it brings on many changes and you can take or leave it if you please.