I was cool who dressed awful kid in grade school to grade 9. But my cool personality made up for that, had tons of friends. Anyways, when I was in the fifth grade, a new classmate came along. His name was Mohammad and was from Afghanistan. We ended up bein' cool classmates, not so much close friends, but we talked. He was the funniest guy you'd find. We were in the same class in grade six as well. And we became closer friends. I guess I could say that he was my best guyfriend. And I just had to ruin that…
I ended up havin' feelin's for him and it was near Valentine's Day. I wrote him a letter and put it at his desk as I left for recess. I hung out with my gfs and saw my lil bro Shane (who was in grade 2 I think at the time) playin' soccer with the older boys. I told him to go tell Mohammad that I liked him. Shane went up to him and told. My gfs and I freaked. When I went to line up outside the doors, he came up to me and said "Jess, I know. It's ok." And kept on buggin’ me. I was so embarrassed he’d did this in front of everyone that I just tried to ignore him so bad by talkin' to my gfs to lookin' straight at the brick wall, wonderin' what the h**l was takin' the teachs so long to come and bring us inside (all the six graders saw this mind you and a handful of them go to my school and are all popular. I'm the only one that isn't.). Anyways, after 10 embarressin’ minutes, the teachs finally came and took us in. then he read the letter and he stopped talkin’ to me. I tried talkin’ to him at least once a year but he would diss/insult me or just plain ignore me. I had to be in his class after 4 years that happened and he acted mean to me. So here's my question:
WHY DOES HE HATE ME FOR LIKIN’ HIM?!?!? And I dun have feelin's for him - I just want to know why did he quit bein' my friend and started actin' like a mean ***. It's been 4 years now. He should be over it. SO WHY ISN'T HE?!?! ERG!
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