Why does my friends p**n make me feel so guilty?

Question

Im a guy in my 20's and i have never had a s*x life. All my mates have girlfriends and since ive been rejected by every girl ive ever liked ive stopped trying! I had s*x once when i was drunk at college with a girl i didnt really know i felt sick the next day. I was over my friends house as usual the other day and he said lets watch a porno of mine, he put i on and i was going to leave but i couldnt stop watching. It was amazing ive never seen this stuff before and i dont agree with it! He gave us all a porno each and i keep masturbating to it even tho i think some of the bits i like are demeaning to women. Why do i keep getting aroused by these dominant graphic images? Is there something wrong with me? It makes me feel sick, but the women dont seem unhappy in the video but i dont think the guys in it can respect them. Why does it turn me on so much then and i cant stop it makes me feel sick. I am masturbating to different bits of the video 3-4 times daily now in my room. Why do i feel so guilty?

Answer 1

your guilt could be based on the truth.. that these women you are masturbating to, are in fact a lot older at present.. old enough to be your grandma... yaiiiks!

Answer 2

I think you know deep down in your knower that what your watching is wrong. If I were you I'd stop asap before its to late.

Answer 3

because its wrong to watch someone else having s*x without permission (the female) you better stop now. whenever she so decides, if she finds out which she will, she can have you put in prison along with the friend recording it.