Why does she like to hurt me emotionally?

Question

(ftw: im a L*****n and she claims she's "straight")

we're friends w/ benefits and shes my best friend,

she knows i like her more than a friend

but she still says things and does things deliberately to hurt me,

she even tells me she does things knowing that it upsets me so much...

she doesn't know why she does this, so she says.

and says she still wants to 'fool' around w/ me

but idk what to do b/c she does this constantly and it's driving me crazy

idk why she does this or what i should do :(

Answer 1

probably bc she has an inate dislikeness towards homosexuality.  

Answer 2

stop being friends with her. you dont need a friend thats goin to use you and play with your emotions like that. stop letting yourself get played by somebody YOU KNOW is just going to do it again.

Answer 3

Seems like she's manipulating you.  Controlling you emotionally because she knows she can and it gives her some sort of satisfaction from that power.  I'd either get my revenge or totally cut her off.  

But thats just my theory.  

Answer 4

"we're friends w/ benefits and shes my best friend,

she knows i like her more than a friend"

Do you understand what "friends with benefits" means? It means there should be no emotional attachment at all. If you promised it would only be a friends with benefits situation, then you can't expect her to fall in love with you. If you want a long term relationship, then you need to make that clear from the start.