i'm 20 , and i'm constantly feeling really sad because i dont feel pretty enough and for not getting anyone , i've never really had any relationship , although i've always sleep around with ramdon ppl i meet or ppl i'm surrounded by and feel really guilty and everytime i promise not to do it again i happen to do it again . and I get even more deprssed because i realised these guys dont really want me for anything else but s*x , and this gets worse when i have to see the ppl(i've slept with) on a daily basis . because i feel rejected but i happen to do it again , even though it's not good for my mental health , i've diagnosed with bipolar disorder , and i've attempted suicide a few times , but i always wonder why guys reject me or why i feel so guilty after i do it or i keepo doing it ? coz i dont know , any answers
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