Why is it that i feel rushed to get my life started? Tons of more Info please read on.

Question

I'm 14 bout to be 15 in a month. Every morning when i wake up i feel like my life is coming closer to ending.I don't understand so many things. I don't know why I'm so mature for my age either. Its like I'm in a rush. That i don't want to miss out in anything. Its like im head over heals for myself. and that i wanna find someone to love and behold for the rest of my life. And i feel like if i wait then i lose my chances of everything. And i just want the best. But i feel like my time is running out and i feel like there isn't enough time. So im rushing to fall in love and get married and wanting to have kids at an early age like 19. Im a sophmore in high school. i make good grades. I like all the older guys cause there on my level since i matured fast. And i mean by personality wise. But older guys question if they like me cause im young. And what i mean by older like 17,18,19.. no older than 19.

I need help. I have tons of questions but no answers. Right now my life is boring. its summer and i haven't done anything exciting. I want to go places but i can't cause parents are always working. and i can't drive yet.

So I'm confused. I feel like i freak older guys out too cause im so open minded and i know so much more than they think i know. Guys would u be freaked out?

So yea main question is how can i get myself to slow down and be on my own level. Cause sicne i feel rushed im wanting to settle down for one person. But im thinking maybe i feel this way cause i'm not in school right now to where i can flirt and be with other guys. Cause right now i haven't hung out with guys in like a week maybe. i feel so much more comfortable if i hang out with guys everyday.. i don't know why i feel this way but i don't have many girls as friends cause every girl as a friend of mine has turned there back on me. So i can pick good guys out but not good girl friends??

so yea just tell me what u think .. give me any advice on anything i put in here. please. im desperate to get help.

Answer 1

i am the same age as you i am mature like you i like older guys to and guy get freaked out at my age and maturity and b***s. its hard and i know it is

i want kids young to i want to settle down too but why the rush.

i always ask my self that and i try very hard not to rush into relationships because when you rush there usualy second best not best. you should carry on getting good grades and not look for a man because he will come to you when you least ecpect it. those who get freaked out get freacked out because they are scared that you kno so much or even more than then. they look for girls our age thinking were dumb and nieve and they cans steal our virginitys and treat us like c**p but we they finaly meet girls like me and you they get scared because they start to feel very dumb and start to realise that they cant treat you like **** so they run a mile. but you know what , its good when they run a mile because you can then see clearly the ones who stay and the ones who will treat you right.

all i can say it dont give in and dont dumb down for no guy because no man is worth it

good luck

xoxo

Answer 2

This is typical for someone your age. I think you are bored out of your mind. So your mind is manically thinking and exaggerating to a huge degree.You will be calmer after school starts. Why don't you buy a nice journal and start writing all of these thoughts down? It sometimes has a calming effect.  

Answer 3

Sounds like anxiety...and maybe a little promiscuity...don't rush your life, you're still very, very, very young no matter how "mature" you feel.  Think about it, you've only been on this planet 15 years.  Now compare this to an 80 year old (because they are really nearing the end) you're maturity pales in comparison.  Humble yourself and realize just how young and immature you are.

Answer 4

Fellow your heart -- if you think you doing the right thing then you should stick to  it ------- trust me or else you will regard it --

Answer 5

AT YOUR AGE ALL TEENS FEEL LIKE THEY R IN A BIG HURRY TO GROW UP,SO THATS NORMAL,,N IF YOUR BORED GET OUT O F THE HOUSE,IF ITS JUST TO GO FOR A WALK N IF U WANT TO FLIRT  GO OUT WALKING N EVERYTIME U SEE A PRETTY GIRL U WINK OR JUST MOUTH" " LOVELY."..U WILL GET TALKED TO..PEACE