i pass out for various reasons,
but no matter what,
i am always lying on the ground,
i cannot move, but i can hear people enough to make out what they're saying and i can spit out some words that make enough sense to tell people i can hear them but i can't move. it's kinda scary, sometimes i just start crying for no reason while i'm stuck there.
i told my friend about it & she said it was like a disease.
i don't think she's right though.
i feel like in situations where everyone else would black out,
i'm still half conscious, but only the hearing and speaking part & having no control over my emotions at that point.
i don't know, it's a freaky kind of scary thing.
i'd just like to know why it happens like that.
i swim so my lungs have like a crazy capacity,
so maybe that might have something to do with me
remaining half conscious, but i have some kind of nose something obstruction disease that messes up my breathing, and i get enough oxygen with that aside when my blood pressure is low, but no matter how big my lungs get, it's hard to get enough oxygen to my brain if i get up from resting, work out like crazy, or of course when i have to do underwaters (go whole pool length underwater without breathing).
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