Why is masturbating feel dirty?

Question

I am 17 and rarely m********e but lately I have been wanting too but when I do, after its all finished I feel good but really dirty, like I have done something wrong. I know its not but how do I get my head around that fact. I don't m********e with anything that needs a lot of cleaning and I still feel dirty. So then I have like an 1 and a half long shower and scrub my hands until I think they are clean. I have tried wearing gloves, a condom, I have tried using a cloth but nothing makes me feel any better. I am not religious, I have never been told its bad, it is just something I have put in my head. Please help? There has to be some one out there who has over come this problem?

Answer 1

 Nuh uh... It's inside us. How do you recognize between something good and somethig wrong? Well it´s not only at what's been teached to us. It's also in ourselves. I had a time when I didn´t believe in God, I used to m********e constantly but as the Asker Here I always feel dirty after masturbation. And I thought it was only me but I ask some friends and they told me they did feel dirty too. Though they didn´t admit it the first time I ask. So I think it comes with us to know what's good or what´s wrong. So my friend, consider to go to a church or something, I'm trying now it's hard but I'm trying.

 

P.D:: It's not the main reason why I'm going to church but still one thing to solve.