My husband's family is rude, disrespectful and deliberately hurtful. I have put up with them for 25 years and I'm at the point where I no longer want anything to do with them.
My husband is a mamma's boy - driven by guilt to do whatever they want and he has not been able to put me and "our" family first. He is controlling and never allowed the relationship between me and his family to stand on its own legs. He always had to "manage" it and he made some really big mistakes. Things like telling them about our fights/problems, refusing to draw boundaries, staying silent when they were disrespectful, making excuses for their rude behavior, etc.
Recently, my MIL got mad at me and decided to "punish" me. She is passive aggressive. It doesn't take much for her to write a person off - she has no friends and is not on speaking terms with any family because everything "offends" her. She was not speaking to me anymore because I said I don't like pork and she took it to mean I thought dinner was terrible.
She said and did a lot of hurtful things for almost a year over this trivial offense. I begged my husband to talk to her but he refused and let things escalate to the point where I am done with the bull$#iT. He needs to be a man and stand up for me but all he does is wuss out and let me be the rug. I did nothing wrong.
Then our daughter got engaged and my husband's family acted like she didn't have a mother. But then I held an elegant party for our daughter and they realized that they would not be part of the wedding the way they want if they don't "patch" things up so suddenly, they are all "making nice" like nothing ever happened. No apology, just a sudden turn of face.
I was polite and civil but certainly not warm to them. They complained to my husband that they felt "excluded". Oh, the irony! They felt "excluded"??? They were all against me - not even the decency to say "Congratulations" but now I am such a terrible person for not l*****g their feet! This is how they think - they are always entitled and I am always obligated. They declare war over nothing and then want me to "pretend" like nothing happened when they have been trashing me for a year - even saying things to my kids and telling my husband to divorce me. WTF???
I've had enough. I want nothing to do with their double standard that makes me always wrong, always guilty and always the rug the wipe their feet on. They add nothing but pain and grief to my life. I don't deserve this c**p. I've been a really good wife to my husband and raised 3 kids who are kind, tolerant, forgiving, understanding and also highly educated achievers. My kids (all 20+ yrs old) are very disappointed and totally understand and support my position. They want to have a good relationship with their father's side of the family and appreciate my respect for that but totally understand that I don't need to be a rug to let them have that. My husband seems to feel that if I don't eat $#!T for him, he can't have a good relationship. He keeps pressuring me to "make peace" for his sake.
"Making peace" means spending time with people who look for ways to hurt and punish me because if I don't take their abuse on my knees, I'm no good. No thanks.
Am I wrong? Where do you draw the line? My husband won't stand up for me so I think it's time I stand up for myself - does this make sense to you?
Please help. I need some support! But if I am wrong, I will listen.
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