I've had depression, ocd, panic attacks, ADD, and just various psychological problems over the years and now to top it all off i've been looking for a job after graduating from college 2 years ago. No one seems to want me and when they do, I have the attacks and feel paranoid in front of them and all I can think of is "god this is the most uncomfortable room i've ever been in". I've never been good with pressure. I suck with meeting people, talking to people, playing sports, and basically doing most things but now I have to make myself look able in order to survive and I really don't have the first clue.
Not only that but I went to a psychologist and he just kinda shrugged me off and told me that all my problems were due to a weak economy but I don't see how that can be true. I feel like i'm heading for a bad breakdown. The only thing I can do to relax is excercise and i've already lost 25 pounds in the past 2 months 190 to 165. I don't know how much longer I can go like this. Am I heading for something bad?
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