I have had problems with my mum for close to 7 yrs as I have been helping her financially, I think this caused her to lie about how bad her situation was so I could give her more money while she lived luxuriously and I had to pay for everything. She also knows I would die for my siblings and I feel she totally takes advantage and thinks that they are my responsibility - for example she doesn't care if she gets fired because she will use emotional blackmail so I can do everything for them.
Recently I caught on to everything and decided to h**l with her, I am finally going to apply and go to university whether she likes it or not. She was upset, said horrible things about me and my husband (now I'm married) to family and friends and now when we meet people they always say to us the horrible things she said. 1 yr later, I am still helping her sort herself out, she hasn't changed. And when I said I should be done with Uni in a few years, her response to me that was "by then I will need to retire" she will be barely 50 and my siblings will be just about to start uni (only one of them) the rest will be in high school and someone has to look after them.
She doesn't even take into account that I will be on low salary when I start, will have student debt to pay and would also like a family of my own - apart from needing to help my husband with our mortgage.
She thinks she can just quit work when I finish university.
When I finished high school I put my life on hold for 6 yrs to help her and have entered University as a mature student. My husband and I would like to have kids at some point but I feel my mother is using emotional blackmail to "force" me to look after my siblings. She knows I would take them in if she quit work.
I have planned to have my baby during my "optional research year" which should be much quieter than my other years at University - this is because my course is very long and I will be around 30ish by the time I finish.
I am worried that my mother doesn't realise that I will also have a duty to look after my child/children when I have them and that having my baby in a couple of yrs means my siblings will be still young too and need looking after should my mother start playing up.
I think this will be hard for me not only financially, but emotionally and physically. What should I do?
p.s. we are currently in the process of finding her a proper house to move into, so that she is no longer in our home and lying to people and going through our stuff etc. so hopefully she'll be gone within a month, but I am still unsure about what to do about the future.
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