So my story is i met my partner when i was 14 feel in love with him straight away we were good mates nothing ever happened. We lost contact for a couple of years and were both seeing other people. When i was 20 we ran into each other randomly in the pub we had both just come out of long relationships we got talking again and just clicked like we had never lost contact. The next morning i told my mum that he had walked me home and that i told her when i first meet him i was going to marry him. Things were really good until i feel pregnet. We both werent ready and i didnt find out i was pregnet until i was 3 months gone. We were on and off through my pregnacy i was a real ***** to him my hormones were every where i was very clingy and needy and he just wanted time to himself to deal with everything. We got back together and were living together but things went down hill. I didnt realise what i had, I suffered from post natal depression which went untreated. I hardly let him go out or do his own thing but i always went out when i wanted to. I had a gambling problem which i have now dealt with. I left him nearly two years ago and i left our son with him as i did not feel i could support my son emotional or financially. We went though mediation and had joint custody. Nothing was ever signed but so i left my son again about 6 months ago thinking i was doing the right thing but i was only focusing on myself not anyone else so my son has been mostly in fulltime carer of his dad i have seen him maybe once a week if i am lucky. I have had a complete change around and realise the most important thing in my life are my son and his dad and i want my family back so badly and i miss them so much, I have explained this to him and been spending more time with my son and him and also helping out financially. I have hurt him so much and he has lost all trust i want to hear of stories of people making it work after making so many mistakes and being apart from someone but then realising what you had and making it work.
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