Two years ago, a girl made a joke, or at least it was a joke to her, that she liked me. This may not have been serious, since it was just 4th grade. No, I didn't take it seriously. Honestly, I had someone telling me who I should ask to this event called "Music Mania". PEOPLE WENT WILD! They took it like a coffee house, which got me mad. My friends were literally forcing it on me to ask a whole bunch of girls. So finally, out of thin air, one girl says yes. I am not ugly ,yet, people say I have no life. Which pretty much meant to me that they have no life. At least I am not obsessed with football or sports. I am interested in either entertaining people or having fun. I may like magic and things such as entertaining myself with objects like puzzles. Then, when Music Mania finally comes, I am again forced to "dance". I never even wanted to go. I thought it was stupid. But, you do what you have to. Later, I finally find interest in this girl. Come to find out, she only said yes because she felt bad for me. This sert a horrible reputation for me, making people giggle at just the sight of me. I used to be a person who was practically praised, but now I have sunk to the bottom of the popularity line without even lifting a finger. I tried to regain the friends I had, but only to result in me just becoming a "low-life", as the other kids would call it. Discouraged and upset, I made one final attemt to regain my friends, to make people WANT to be my friend. I finally regrouped with some of my old friends, and we banded together to climb up our own popularity chain. This became an all out war between us, eventually ending in an attitude change for the worse, and for all of us, making us each a worse, more sinister person on the inside. This feeling eventually took me over on the outside. I started to be rejected by my friends, and now I have only friends who aren't even really my friends. It is up to them whether there my friend or not, when they want to be my friend or not, and how they want to be my friend or not. How can I climb my way back to the top, regain friends, and finally become the person I always wanted to be... kind, friendly, and most of all: "Popular". Now 5th grade is over, and I am on the verge of entering 6th grade. What can I finally do to re-arrange my life so I can become more accepted?
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