Unexpectedly, my boyfriend left me. I can't get anything out of my head, I understand that it's freshly done (1 week) but I've been crying to the point where I throw up.
I was in a relationship where everything was perfect. But ever since my boyfriend started working again, he went nuts. He didn't want to play music anymore, he didn't want to see his friends anymore and he didn't want to be with me anymore. After telling me he loved me one night, he left for the weekend to see his family, he came back telling me it was over and he needed to find himself, After a very VERY painful week we met again to talk, I needed to talk, to understand. He told me that he needed to find himself, that he couldnt take care of me because he couldnt take care of himself. He didn't want a typical break, out of fear that he won't come back. On my side, I've never felt this way before ( i'm an adult) and I feel that it isn't the end, I just feel it. We agreed on taking care of ourselves on each of our sides and talk again within a month. He says he loves me still, but it isnt like it used to be in the beginning, that he has doubts about our relationship and he needed to think about himself. I could write to him earlier in the month if I wanted to and that he was going to think about me. Right now, I'm afraid, I fear that he won't come back, that'll he'll forget about me. I don't want to get my hopes up but I still want to see the good in this, I miss him...I'm pathetic.Advice?
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