Got married dec of 06. He was drinking heavily. I did not know him very well. Stupid me, married him after 3 months of being together. Then we started having alot of friction. After 6 months of marriage, the guy went to his female friend of a few years (she became my friend too), and tried to take her to bed. I basically caught him. He was very drunk. I divorced him. We got back together, but things are not good. I don't think I will ever really trust him alot. I feel like this is just a relationship of convenience and that he really does not love me. He tells me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me, yet, we hardly talk anymore. When I try to bring things up to resolve or discuss, he turns it back on me and we get nowhere. Tell me what you think. I am not sure of how I feel anymore. I wonder if I just need to get the h.ll out asap. I am not happy. Do you think I ever will be happy with him?
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