(dont really know what to put here...) read anyway please?

Question

im a bit mad, i have always been abnormal if you want ridiculously long info i posted a question about 30mins ago. my parents say im crazy but the good kinda crazy, some friends say im a psycho other friends say dont worry there is nothing wrong with you, but i feel like an insane freak all the time. and the more think about it i start to feel depressed. no-one takes my actions seriously. im doing bad things all the time and i love getting away with things but i get away with too much. if this was anyone else they would be screaming concerns and doing something about it, who i am is in no way normal and if i were friends with me or teaching me i would be expressing concerns about my behaviour. im self-destructive in my behaviour, i dont do drugs or anything so not in that way. no-one takes me seriously and i feel like i have to keep pushing and making myself worse just so people will start recognising i have a problem, attention seeker i can be but its mainly my way of seeking help, im too scared and stubborn to be mature and ask for it i have to put it into action, i need the help my mind is wierd and it frustrates me, i need someone just to stand up and help me out me, i dont care if i hate them forever cz they stood up and said your mental and got me help (even if its what i want i still get mad) and i know i would thank them in the end because they done what id been crying out for the past couple of years. i need somene to see the problem and seek me help because im scaring my self to death thinking about asking and having to tell my parents i think im a nut job, its like dying a thousand times over.

grrr....the normal life that everyone has, but the fucked up mind to change it all around. always been this way and i dont know why but its pissing me off BIG TIME!

Answer 1

Sounds like you're all over the place. You're just having a tough time right now. Try and find someone that you can talk to, or just a little bit at least, a friend, parent, sibling, relative, professional, etc. Try and just write down your problems and discuss them with your mom (or dad if you'd rather). They love you and they want you to be happy!

I kinda do know what you mean though, you just WANT someone to notice you're not doing so well. I'm the same way sometimes.

Answer 2

ok sweetie, you want someone to tell you straight up? Here it is: You aren't crazy. You are a drama queen who is starved for attention. You already know right from wrong. You don't need someone to save you or stop you from your actions. You know when you do something you shouldnt be. You need to be responsible for your own actions. Thats how god will view your life - by you alone. You should be ashamed of asking for help and then saying you'll hate the person that helps you. You need to be appreciative from the start and not be so ungrateful for the blessing and good people you DO have in your life. You are also underestimating your own ability to help yourself. You already know what you need to fix. Just do it.

Answer 3

i have no idea what your talking about??!!

Answer 4

you should consider a phyciatrist...... wwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooowwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!...