Ok, I dont remember any of this, but it happened to me: When I was a baby, I had an atypical seizure and I had to go to the hospital for 3 days. The whole time they were doing horrible tests on me, like spinal tap, IV, stuff like that. I was so freaked out. Then I got sick there so I had to stay for even longer, and they kept doing more and more things to me.
Now, whenever I go to the doctor's, I freak out. Not literally, I just get so scared, like my hands start shaking, I start sweating, and im on the edge of tears just being there. Its like whenever Im there, something in my head just tells me its a bad place and I shouldnt be there and they're going to hurt me, stuff like that. My aunt is the one who remembers this and she told me that. When I get scared, its unconscience but I cant help myself. And its not even like im afraid that a needles gonna hurt, its just the fact that its near me that scares me.
Do you think I have post traumatic stress? nobody has really told me yes. But if yes, how can I get rid of it? I dont want to be this scared anymore!
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