...please help me...?

Question

i keep dreaming of smoking. in my dreams i can't get the cigarettes...and then i finally do. sometimes i don't. usually i wake up with it on my mind all day long. i even almost went to the store to pick up a pack! i wanted so badly to. i never smoked in my life. people around me do. they arn't pressuring me to smoke though. i just think im replacing not having people who love me...with drugs and cutting. all i want to do is get high when im not around my friend. yesterday i saw everyone in my family had a bf and a good job and i didn't...then i dreamt of the smoking. im sure this will go away once i get a job and bf...but in the meantime...im afraid i will start smoking...i keep fighting it but i keep dreaming of it and it bugs me...and i want to do it.

Answer 1

it seems like you have something empty in your life{ and as you described you said a boyfriend and a job} and your trying to resit the erg of replacing the empty spot with alcohol and drugs. Maybe you should get a therapist and someone new in your life. You should also get a hobby { the extra time you have instead of just laying around just do the hobby}

Best Of Luck!

Answer 2

It is okay to smoke. Go ahead and buy yourself some. I recommend Virginia Slim Menthol Lights. You will love them!

Answer 3

The good thing is that you are aware of this "problem". Personally, I think you are going to be fine. Just know that these things you seem to crave are bad for your health and mind. I am alone in my life and know the feeling of going to places and it seems everyone is a couple and then there is lonely me. I hated being in those situations. After time, I have gotten over it. I know people wonder about me, but that's O.K.. Dreams are just dreams. Nothing in reality.