Question:

<span title="Poetry?????????????????????????">Poetry???????????????????...</span>

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so last night i was having a ruff time and a friend suggested i try to write to get my feelings out because I'm not so great at expressing myself. so here is my first poem lol tell me what you think

why do i miss you

i try and try to figure that out

i would really like to think you miss me to

but that is something i highly doubt

outside i appear to be happy inside im fighting back tears

but maby its not you i miss

maby its how you made me forget one of my greatest fears

the fear of being alone

the fear of not having someone to care

and that is a hard thing to bear

i see other people together and happy

and i think to myself thats just not fair

but instead of admitting the truth,

i pretend that i just dont care

im tired of pretending

i feel like im in a nightmare thats neverending

in think to myself as long as the messege im sending says

im fine in can make it alone

I'll soon get to stop decieving

and actually start believing that it really didnt hurt when i saw her number on your phone

but whats really confusing is no matter how much you hurt me i always forgive and try to forget

i tell myself its all my fault because its easier to blame myself than have noone at all. So here i sit and wiat for your call

and when you finally do again for you i must fall

until once again you drop the ball

you say your sorry and how you never ment to hurt me

but inside i know when you leave and say your going home you will go see her and there i am left all alone.